“Don’t push the river, it flows by itself.”-Chinese Proverb
Stephanie Scott (Radha)
I have spent a good portion of my life pushing the river. I tried so desperately to control my experience, to avoid the pain of my trials, to runaway from my past, to be perfect and lovable. In my desperation, I constructed this beautiful prison for myself, resisting who I really was, and became everything that I thought I was supposed to be for everyone else. I believed that if I just pushed a little harder, became x, y or z, I’d finally be happy and fulfilled. Despite my efforts to contain myself, to contain the river, the dam slowly weakened and burst. And so began my returning journey of healing, of acceptance, self love and true fulfillment. I finally realized I was the river, and that I just had to nurture myself and allow spirit to flow through me unimpeded, no matter what that looked like. I realized that my power and value was not in who I thought I needed to become but rather in my unraveling and expression of my authentic and divine truth.
I have a deep reverence for the process and all of its turns, spirit, my loved ones, and teachers that have supported me in my always evolving journey. I am grateful I’ve been guided to offer my experiences and healing tools that have deeply shifted me. I look forward to witnessing your great return.
You are the river.
With love,
Radha
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Professional Bio: B.S. Biology, Sacred Cacao & Shamanic Practitioner, Certified Wellness Coach and Breathwork & Kundalini Yoga Instructor.